wanted confirmation before she told you anything.”
A memory came back to me.
Mom standing at her stove, stirring soup while Ethan sat at the table.
She had been asking him questions.
Too many questions, I had thought at the time.
Where had his mother grown up?
Had she ever talked about being adopted?
Did she have any family photographs?
What hospital had Ethan been born in?
He had laughed and asked whether Mom was secretly writing his biography.
She had laughed too.
I had not seen fear beneath it.